my day

salam and hi,

wah..it have been such a long time I didn't update my blog . and now here i am. updating my blog
my life just like usual ,happy and sad. its life right?  i'm having flu since me and my friend is mr'rempit' today.haha. there's nothing on my mind right now. seriously i am totally sad right now.hmm. i can't even think about it anymore. it hurts me badly.

this holiday, i plan to spend my holiday by making my own money. working part time. and unfortunately, there's no job for me. k. sob sob.

let me stop here. nothing to share . bye

sincerely,
Eja

Life

salam and hi,

awkward nya nak update.hee. seen it has been long time i am dis appearing in blogging world and here am i again. seriously,lately ni memang busy then i don't have any mood and idea nak update blog hingga lah ke saat ini baru adee nye pungg. hee.k,first of all eja nak kongsi pasal kem kepimpinan pengawas yang baru je habis minggu2 lepas.memang lah best tapi penat lah. macam2 kami buat bersama. makan,masak,tidur, naik kayu,baling belon,mandi ramai2,burung hantu,pulau harapan and terbang ke bulan.banyak sangat sampai tak tersebut. memang best giler lah. i got something from this kem "together we strong" tag line for my team. okay, secara jujur nya lah. i am being their leader for my team. memang sakit anak tekak dok jerit diaorang.walau apa2 pun tugas sebagai leader ni mamng bukan perkara yang senang. sakit kepala fikir benda apa nak kena suroh buat and alhamdulillah,hari tu team eja menang untuk LDK yang terakhir.we win it at last.

"PROBLEM COMES AND GO"

okay,buat masa yang terdekat ni memang eja ada banyak sangat masalah and eja mengaku yang kadang2 eja lemah,eja lost hope and eja takut eja tak dapat nak atasi semua ni. tapi dengan ada nya kawan2 family dan orang2 yang tersayang,eja yakin eja dapat. support dari diaorang macam sebahagian dari semangat eja and eja betul2 perlukan semua tu. masa eja down diaorang peluk eja,suroh eja kuat. seriously that a friend should do. a friendship means a lot to me. i wish that it last forever. 

i keep crying i keep losing my hopes but when they come and give me some strength i stay alive.

life teach me everything.life teach me what friends means,life teach me hows its going to be.life teach me to be  better than how i used to be and life teach me to TRY and not to GIVE UP.

  "EVEN PROBLEM COMES AND MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE YOU'RE DYING DON'T  

    STOP CAUSE IT JUST THE BEGINNING"

I keep hoping for you even though i know it is useless.once you have feelings for someone,those feeling will always be there. You may not like them anymore but you'll still care.

okay,i was kinda feeling for awhile and it just like i'm missing for something that used to be with me.seriously i miss that. i miss those and i miss him. don't ask me to forget if you've know the answer.

life wasn't a fairy tale having such a happy ever after love story. some's maybe needs time to get back. how i wish i can be with you for the last time of my life. i miss you. yes,its you. 

sincerely,

Eja

Lack of rest

SUPER DUPER SHORT ENTRY

salam and hi,

almost 10.30 but i'm still doing this. i mean updating my blog and at the same time listening to m new fav song THE REASON by Hoobstank. twitter and facebook seems to be so boring for me now and i'm moving on blog.

starting for last week, i slept in my brother room since he's not using his room for awhile. yeayy. i'm feeling very comfortable in this room because ...? I also don't know. ade something ek? HAHA. ghost maybe?

like usual.. homework.. assignment and a lots of other things is troubling me, yet it be worth for you at last eja. okay,fine. i do all that. i mean homework and assignment. oh, about those pictures that i've promise, i'm so sorry. i haven't finish edit all those pictures.

i am yawning right now. got to go. have a nice day and goodnight. sleep well and dream tight.

sincrely,
eja

Confuse

salam and hi,

lama dah tak update blog kan? so,here am i. updating my blog for my readers. time ni boring tahap gaban. tak tahu nak buat ape. sedangkan homework melambak atas meja. hehe. okay,seriously sekarang ni mood malas tengah menguasai diri saya. malas dan malas. nak buat peka tak de mood. nak buat text ULBS takde mood. nak buat addmath tak de mood .nak buat semua benda pun takde mood. hari sungguh panas dan saya tak de mood.

sebenarnya,tadi eja plan nak pi jalan2 dekat shopping complex dengan kiki. tapi,bila pegi rumah dia, ketuk punya ketuk. salam pun tak bejawab. memang sah lah takde kat rumah. okay. fine. bored to the max.

semalam,having such a great day being a photographer. memang lah penat but it worth okay.nanti ada masa eja upload.sebarang salah dan silap yang melukakan hati,jiwa dan raga harap dimaafkan waktu eja jadi photographer. seriously semalam eja memang tak nak lepas lansung dari NIKON DSLR tu.hehehe.

seriously semalam memang jealous sangat.hehe. sebab semua jejaka,i mean my besties pegi date and jejalan dengan makwe masing2 and yes, i'm alone. so good. thumbs up. eh,macam jealous je eja nih? memang pun.
tapi kan,tak pe lah, itu hak diaorang nak bahagia kan? i don't have any right to stop them.

kalau update blog bukan main banyak idea. tapi kalau nak tulis karangan 250 patah perkataan tu memang berjam-jam nak cari idea. kids nowadays.haha.


CONFUSE.....
hari tu masa nak hias dewan untuk merdeka kongsi,eja pegi lah duduk berehat kejap dekat belakang tu . okay,eja duduk dengan geng kelas sebelah.first tu ada lah kawan eja ni dia ajak kawan dia yang satu tu pegi jogging sabtu nih. okay, eja labelkan kawan 1 dan kawan 2 jelah,supaya cepat faham. kawan 1 pi ajak kawan 2 jogging. lepas tu,kawan 2 ni pi ajak eja jogging sabtu ni. eja malas betul lah nak pi jogging memang bukan hobi eja lah nak pi jogging . i rather choose to sleep for the whole day okay. eja simply cakap yang eja tak dapat jogging sebab eja tak boleh penat sangat sebab asma. konon nyer lah kau tu ja. yang kau bejalan satu shopping complex tak penat pulak. haha. then,lepas dia dengar eja cakap tak boleh nak jogging. dia ajak eja pi main badminton lah pulak. alahai.. eja mane reti main benda alah tu. setakat pegang kan raket tu boleh lah.then,eja cakap lah kat dia yang eja tak reti nak main badminton and guess what? dia ajak eja pi jalan je. i mean BERJALAN boleh imagine tak? okay, kalau jalan pi shopping tu okay lah jugak. ini tak, jalan untuk exercise. Seriously tak lah. okay. eja cakap TAK dan TAK. ORANG malas lah. ade faham. and one more thing,eja tak suka kacau BF orang lain. sebenarnya alasan yang eja buat tu memang eja sengaja buat supaya dia tak paksa eja ekot dia. seriously aku tak nak lah wei. HAK orang HAK orang and its not mine.

kalau boleh lah,eja nak elak semua benda tu. eja rimas, eja tak suka. hari tu,eja pi tugas macam biasa. and suddenly,eja baru sedar yang eja lupa nak bawak buku nota untuk catatan pengawas.okay, memang tak best lah. kang kalau tetiba je ada orang check bawak nota ke tak mesti lah kena hukum.seriously not awesome. and hari tu jugak dia pi pinjamkan buku nota dia untuk eja. seriously kejut lah jugak. yang bagi tu,kawan 2. sedangkan dia sendiri tak de buku nota lagi,ade hati nak bagi kat orang. eja ambik jelah,takut nanti ade spot check susah lah jugak. okay,masa tu.eja fikir benda tu semua khas dari kawan untuk kawan tapi bila semua tu berlaku slowly. i mean macam-macam.hmm.no idea. seriously stuck kat sini.

Malas lah nak cerita pasal kawan 2 tu. baik eja baring then tidur.best lagi. haha. yeay. tak lama lagi nak kem. hee. seronok lah sangat. hmm. okay,gtg nak pi cuci muka then start buat segala macam homework yang ade di atas meja nih. goodbye and take care :)


sincerely,
Eja

The most tired day

salam and hi ,

long time no see oh? hmm, i am totally tired to the max for today. today, we got a debate and unfortunately we lose. okay, first oh all i've never expect that we're gonna lose. that is because, a lot of people support us and telling that our school gonna win this match. i was really shock, the debater seem so easy to be defeat. you know why i'm feel'in not so agree with this judgement? i got my own reason okay. because all the judges is from kota samarahan. and do you know why they are winning this match? because they are from samarahan.
the conclusion is, the judges mind set is for SMK LUNDU.

okay, seriously i was totally sad, but its okay. we've done the best for our school. and yes! we've perform better than them. i still remember this " a winner doesn't mean they are winning the first place, but they are doing much better and putting a lot of effort on it".

last night i went to sleep almost at 2 a.m . i'm was so busy doing my projek sivik. waaaahh, so tired you know. and also my nota sejarah for my team work. and i was so tired to the max. having a headache and gastric at the same time.

i am aiming for next year debate. i'll make sure that our school gonna win next year debate. and i'll make sure that Bukit Lima will be the best among the best.go BUKIT LIMA !

this morning before we hit the road to RTM Sibu, i've find a little bit time for my akak gra. hee. and we got such a enjoying conversation and almost all the time i smile. okay, i was too happy. but why am i so happy? shhuuhhhh. TOP SECRET. cannot tell lahh. haha

okay,last but not least. now i am really tired and have to take a nap for awhile. eh, not nap lah.. sleep. haha. okay,readers. have a nice day and pray for my SPM next year. syukran jazillan for reading my blog.  may Allah bless you all. almost forgotten, for my future zauj.. take care dear, wherever you are.. i wish that you'll be okay. salam...

with love,
eja :)

I am a Birthday Girl

hi and salam ,

thanks to Allah for giving me such a great family, a great life with many kinds of challenges. giving me such agreat friends and siblings. thanks Allah. Syukran. and i almost forgotten that " i am proudly thankful to Allah for letting me to life on/in this world for 16 years "

a great and a big thanks to all my friends that have been wishing me on my birthday. my birthday song is playing hard on my mind right now.oh, yeah, here am i.updating my blog at 12.37 on 27 august 2012.


my birthday wishes,
i really hope that someone special will be the first person who is wishing on my birthday. and yes. it is impossible, okay, i'll take it as my first challenges as a 16 years old girl. i am glad and really thankful for having such a happy and enjoying and, hurm.. i can't even describe my own feeling. okay, my life ain't perfect yet Allah makes me feel perfect.

being thankful for what have given to me,
yes, i'm living my happy life with my family and friends.  even though i wasn't born in a rich family just like my teacher always say " born to this world with silver spoon on your mouth "
i am really really thankful for having such a great friend,who will always being there for me.motivating me and supporting me. and also my family who always understand me, take me  as who i am. and giving me such a big love.

it almost midnight, and now 12.45 a.m. i should go to bed right now. and should i say hello to school ? last but not least, thanks for those who have been wishing for my birthday :)

a birthday girl,
eja

My Best Ever Friend

salam and hi,

how was your raya? okay? this evening i'm feeling free to update my blog. okay, tak lama lagi sekolah dah nak bukak, so kita enjoy lah before sekolah bukak balik. hm, kalau dah start sekolah balik nanti confirm takde masa untuk blog,huhu.

daily routine on school week, bangun awal then terpaksa settle down with homework yang banyak melambak.  revise balik and then check schedule. Tiap-tiap hari balik akhir exception for friday sebab balik awal. usually sampai rumah pukul 3 or pukul 2.45 p.m. totally not awesome but there's something i really love abaout school is My Best Ever Friend.


okay,here we come to my post tittle. my best ever friend. mostly people on this earthlings got a best friends. and it goes same to me. i'm really thankful because Allah gave me such a good friend and it was actually best ever friend. i loves to be friend , to make new friend and to be friend. maybe some people don't but when it comes to me, yes. i really loves to make friend.


Who is My Best Ever Friend ? my best ever friend is a girl. someone who always be my good listener,the best person to hug and someone that i really understand me. also can make me feel a litlle bit calmer. she's the one who will always got a point or an idea to make me smile. to laugh after hearing her fool jokes. best revision mates. and a lot of things. almost forget about one thing, she's the best one who can accompany me to sing out loud our Korean pop songs. she's the best one.

What makes me feel good about her ? she's kinda understanding me, know me better than others. who will always says something that she don't like or don't feel right at my front and not at my back. she's motivated me. she's kinda matured person and i really love to have  a chit chat with her. people may looks her as a serious, arrogant or sombong or etc. but to me, she's got an incredible personality. the more or the long time you know her, the more you love about her.


What she loves to do? She really loves to make jokes. she also got an awesome and kinda MERDU voices. she loves to paint, she loves maths i means basic maths just like multiply,divide,plus and minus. she's a future accountant who got an ambition to be a lecturer. she really loves a beautiful and cute things so much. she loves kids. and her nephew call her Buk Ina. KINDA special name right? but to me, its cute.

What I hope and pray for her? I hope that one day, she'll achieve what she want to be. find her soul mates. success in her life and i pray that one fine day, she'll receive her hidayah to wear hijab . and to be a full time muslimah. may she find her happiness. may Allah always gave the best for her. may her smile last for along time and i hope she'll be strong as strong as she used to be or more stronger than she used to be, to face all challenges in her life.lastly, may Allah bless her.

the best ever friends, is the one who will always be by our side when we need them. who will always support us no matter how big our problem is. who will wiling to give us a big hug to make us feel calmer. friends.. you are one of my best ever gift that ever Allah gave to me. Thanks friends. Please strictly remember that, friendship won't end if we don't end it. please, forgive me for all my mistake, my over saying or anythings that i do that ever hurt your feelings. Girls... thanks for everything.


last but not least, thanks for the one who never stop reading my blogs and accept who am i. i'm just human beings who do bad things and always try to be more better than before.

sincerely,
eja

The Last Post About Him

salam and hi,

miss me already? okay, see the post tittle above? the last post about him. okay, since we're not together anymore i've decide to write a post about him and untill now or today baru ada kesempatan. okay, the first and the last maybe, post about him. who is HIM ? okay, let me tell of you. HIM is someone or somebody that i used to love,someone that i used to get close and someone that i used to miss. right now, i'm totally having a disorder mental and split personality. okay.hmm. i don't know where i'm gonna start to write about him. I'm getting to know him about 9 months ago and that's mean we're knowing each other for about 9 months already. we're actually accidentally knowing each other. it happens on 24 November 2011. whereas, there a boy who dare to comment on my bored update status on FB . he comment one weird word and it is "POPTROPICA"  okay, i was totally shock. hm. don't know why on that night i was interested to play a game who is weirdly name POPTROPICA. hm. we started to know each other after the game was ended. we're texting and get  to know each other. that was the first time in my life i text a person almost for 5 hours and it was totally OMOOOO! okay,i admit that my hand is "KEPAK" straightly after finish texting with him. day by day both of us getting closer and it was such a great memory to me.


The confession, this part is so so funny okay. where there a man who keep calling me sayang and me "tak malu ke panggil orang sayang sedangkan, there's nothing between us" at first i was totally know and labelled him as a kasanova . how bad am i at that time right? hehe.

I accept him.  I Open My Heart For HIM . I'm falling in love with him. okay, i was totally unexpected that i will fall in love with him. i get to know him more closer. knowing him such a great and wonderful things for me. loving him was totally teaching me what love is. i was In Love.

Just like others couples, of course we're having a problem in our relationship.  and i still remember how hard and how was he trying to convince me and how he try to make me smile. okay, he was totally a patient person. hm. I still remember, there was a girl who tried to ask for his number phone and he don't even reply that girl inbox and i am the one who is always stalking his inbox. okay, i'm just a girl who has a feeling and i do feel jealous okay.

I made such a big decision,
 when I leave him, i decide to stop all this although at that time i know that i really love him. okay, all this happen after i get my hidayah.
and this is the way hidayah came to me.

I Cry. and this is the reason why i lie to him. i tell him that my family don't even allowed me to have a boyfriend. okay, i am guilty. sorry. hmm. i tell him "if there is jodoh and if we're meant to be" For quite a long time, i try to get used with my life without him. and many things happen and it was totally hurt me. i try to make he hate me. i made a fake relationship, sending such a stupid message to him. and thinking that he is trying to play with me. it such a fool things. i cried . i hurt my self. i keep myself in silent and i also being such a fool girl. and at that time, i realized that i need him. i love him. and i don't even able to see he with another girl. and one thing that will never fade and will never i forget is, when he called me. and i heard his breathing while he was sleeping through the phone. oh, how i miss to hear your voice. we're just human beings and we only can planned but all this will happen exactly how ALLAH planned. hmm, that's why its call love. for the one who i ever love and ever come into my heart. i still remember our promises "janji ngan id yg eja sik kan tinggalkan id" "eja janji id" please remeber this chatting,texting, on the phone,video call, skype and everything about you is still there. in a special place. T.A.

                                                                          sincerely,                                                                                                                                            
                                                                                                                   eja

The First Big Step

Salam and Hi ,

Lama dah tak update blog kan? baru malam ni berkesempatan. okay, sekarang ni malam raya ke-3. raya tahun  nih okay  lah sikit and a little bit  Awesome sebab hari raya pertama dapat jalan raya dengan keng kawan. best lah. and guess what.. on that day i went out with him. i mean my crush,opps. my last year crush. dia dah makin gemuk sikit sekarang. eh, salah. tembam lah. eh. em. alahai susah nyer nak describe. okay, senang kata cukup makan. haha. firstly, aku mula2 tu bole tahan janggal lah jugak nak bercakap dengan dia, maklum lah sebab lama dah tak jumpa since dia transfer ekot family and since we're not neighbors anymore.

eh, chopp. dah terlebih cerita lah pulak. okay, here we go. the first big step.
tak lama lagi dah nak habis tahun 2012. masa teresa sekejap je berlalu kan? hm. and soon i'm gonna sit for SPM. nervous and i'm not ready yet. matlamat cuti hujung tahun ni adalah nak study and score subject yang I belum dapat score lagi. bila fikirkan benda ni memang naik banyak dandruff dekat kepala nih. bukan apa, runsing, pusing and banyak lagi lah. kalau boleh kan, I nak sangat score semua subject. kalau boleh lah katakan.  eheemm.the end of this chapter. next....

I'm Fallin In Love with ......

Rasulullah s.a.w. 

banyak yang kita boleh contohi and pelajari daripada baginda. okay, dulu aku mengaku yang aku ni berfikiran cetek. kalau orang bagi nasihat pasal agama mesti orang tu kena tagline Ustz. OR Ustzh.
betapa teruk nya aku dulu. truly , aku kesal dengan semua tu. hm. aku harap yang tak ade lagi orang yang akan berfikiran macam aku.

first aku nak tunaikan checklist aku sebagai seorang khalifah di bumi Allah and MUSLIMAH .
aku nak jadi seseorang yang hanya bukan ISLAM pada IC tapi dalam hati.
masya'allah tinggi nya kuasa Allah. membukakan hati aku untuk mencari NUR dalam kehidupan.

RUKUN ISLAM :
1.MENGUCAP DUA KALIMAH SYAHADAH  [✔]
2.SEMBAHYANG 5 WAKTU SEHARI SEMALAM [✔]
3.BERPUASA SELAMA 1 BULAN DI BULAN RAMADHAN [✔]
4.MENUNAIKAN HAJI BAGI YANG BERKEMAMPUAN [✔]
5.MENUNAIKAN ZAKAT [✔]

persoalan nya, sudah kah anda menunaikan rukun ISLAM tanggungjawab and sebagai seorang ISLAM.
KITA ISLAM BUKAN HANYA PADA NAMA. BERSYUKURLAH KERNA ANDA LAHIR SEBAGAI SEORANG ISLAM. ya Rahman ya Rahim. okay,here we go for the next chapter..


Hijab. . . 
Hijab is something that cover our head from non-muhrim people. hijab is one of the thing that we wear to cover the muslimah aurat. okay, here we go. I love fashion so so much. i love when seeing those muslim,
i mean muslimah wearing tudung labuh with many kinds of styles. although they wore it inmany kinds of styles but they still follow the syariat to cover their aurat. seriously they look so beautiful, i still remember this tagline TERTUTUP ADALAH LEBIH BAIK .
okay, this is my chronology about hijab : woman are just like a candy. i got two candy and one of it i open its wrapper. and i throw both of it on the sand. and again i pick them up. and i give it to you. which one would you like to choose. think wisely .

and last but not least ,

Love After Nikah IS MORE BARAKAH...
 a lot of people keep asking me why am i counting on this. okay, i choose love after nikah because i know that Allah knew the best for me. and I don't want to break my own heart for having a crush or boyfriend.
my love is just for my imam, the owner of my ribs bone. the one who has been destiny to be mine to spend
his whole life for me. who can lead me till jannah. who can taught me to love Rasulullah and Allah.
I pray that one day,i'll find my own ADAM. the one who love me for the sake of Allah. Pernikahan dan Percintaan Bukan Satu Permainan. It Wasn't A Game.

okay, that's all for this entry pray for me dear reader,. semoga nawaitu ini erus kekal. aku hidup kerna
Lillah hi ta'ala . . 

                      
                                                                                               SINCERELY,
                                                                                                    Eja

Salam Ramdhan

MARHABAN YA RAMADHAN

salam ramadhan :) 

dari Abu Hurairah r.a ; sabda Rasullullah s.a.w : 

"bila tibanya Ramadhan maka dibukalah semua pintu-pintu syurga , ditutuplah pintu-pintu neraka dan di'ikatlah semua syaitan :) "

Diriwayatkan dari Salman bin Amir, bahwa sesungguhnya Nabi saw. telah bersabda : Apabila salah seorang diantara kamu puasa hendaklah berbuka dengan kurma, bila tidak ada kurma hendaklah dengan air, sesungguhnya air itu bersih. ( H.R : Ahmad dan At-Tirmidzi)

raikan lah bulan ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini dengan penuh kegembiraan :) sometimes happiness my start when you are totally feel that you are almost at the end. try to be better and keep yourself motivated . being simple isn't mean you're not good enough it means you're following the sunnah. jom puasa top up pahala    booking tiket syurga , JAUHI DOSA . buat baik berpada-pada buat jahat jangan sekali.

" in'nallah hama'as sobbirin " maksudnya : Allah sentiasa bersama orang-orang yang sabar :) 

   

Life as usual

hey there. it has been quite along time i didn't update my blog right? sekarang ni hidup saya dah kembali macam biasa. hari saya kembali ceria macam selalu then gelak tawa yang tak pernah takde masa belaja bio. ehee. semua macam biasa just sekarang ni saya busy sikit sebab study ,kalau cuti lain lah pulak *buat muka comel* hari ni saya penat sangat sebab ada BM week contest. tiba-tiba petang ni terfikir nak update blog. macam biasa yang saya cakap tu mcam bangun sekolah, pegi sekolah, balik sekolah .alamak buat lawak seposen eh? memang lah pergi sekolah dah nama budak sekolah lah.. aiyakk.. *senyum kambing* tak lama lagi dah ujian second mid term exam. alaa. rasa baru macam semalam je exam first sem. okay.. prettt. tak nak cerita pasal exam nanti jerawat makin banyak kat dahi ni sebab banyak sangat fikir.ehee. oh,baru ingat. tadi kan, waktu saya pergi kanti masa rehat, tetiba je si zul ni muncul kat sebelah, punya lah kejut ya amatt *buat muka tak puas hati* mula-mula tu buat tak perasan pun.lepas tu tetiba je benda bodoh ni saya dengar " adik nak beli ape? " soalan yang mak cik kantin tu bagi kat zul the he answered " nak beli amiza satu boleh?" oh my god ! buat lawak bodh ek? bukan sekali dia cakap tapi twice punya lah malu sampai rasa nak tendang zul masuk kolam sains kat blok sana. siap buat muka senyum kambing masa jawap kat mak cik kantin macam tu. mak cik kanti ape lagi naik bingung lah,ape tak nye, budak ni jawap benda yang tak de jual. masa tu rasa nak ambil pokok kaktus the pacak kat muka zul, buat malu je. okay, lepas habis rehat saya balik kelas then teserempak lagi kat blok ,and zul masih jugak nak sakat saya.siap cakap nak beli amiza satu. okay, tak lawak. saya buat jelah muka tak puas hati then siap bagi senyuman angelina jollie. mak uihh.. mahal senyuman tu tau. *ketawa sampai nampak gigi* okay lah, dah nak abis update. *cepat pergi halang eja dari stop taip nih.buat drama air mata.* ehee.. lain kali saya update lagi tau. jangan main rindu-rinduan.*perasan* mak uihh,lenguh dah tangan ni menaip. bye, asalamualaikum :) will miss you *buat muka comel*

fogetting :)

Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible …. You may try these ….and enjoy your lifeIf your quest is to know how to get over someone you love, then you must realize that the answers are far-fetched. No matter how satisfied you think you are to move on and get over that person, that you have to ask how to do it all shows that it’s going to be a painful process. sometimes it’s a somewhat slow process.

You might think you’ve gotten rid of that person, only for you to start thinking about him or her after a year or two, you have feelings of pain and sadness again. That doesn’t mean you’re not over the person, though. If you’ve invested a lot emotionally into a relationship and it ends, it will surely make you feel sad for years. Perhaps, even for the rest of your life.

However, that doesn’t mean you wallow in sadness and possibly be depressed. By getting over the person, you can realize that losing them made you sad, and look back on it as you would any sad loss. Basically, the period immediately after the loss should be the hardest,that reminds of the quest-how to get over someone you love.No one want to forget his/her loved one. Sometime it become necessary. Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible ….

kembali ke sekolah :)

hey blog. lame tak update. okay, sekarang ni holiday dah nak habis dah. hmm, tak perasan pun yang saya ni holiday.bukan ape.sepanjang holiday aku dok je kat rumah tu takde g mane2. boring kan? okay, parents aku busy then dieorang takde mase nak pergi holiday. lebih2 lagi my mum dah kerja. takpe, aku paham. then homework aku satu pun belum siap,hebat kan? lepas tu blaser then barang2 aku semua belum kemas. cuti tinggal 2 hari je lagi. aku? buat muka slamber mcm tak nak sekolah. haha. poyo kan? okay, aku try nak buat lah nie. sepanjang cuti, aku miss dengan kengkawan aku . especially syer2 then kak gra and semua lah. haha. payah nak sebut banyak sangat kang semput pulak. haha. okay, memang serabut lah aku masuk form4 nih sebab tak tau nak urus masa kan? hmm. banyak sangat kerja then terpaksa tangguh. okay, aku memang malas. haha. then, aku busy dengan program yang ntah kenape banyak sangat. haha. lepas cuti nih aku ada bahas semi final. okay, harap dapat tittle winner tahun nih mcm tahun senior aku dulu , kak jen. kak jen ni kakak kepada besties aku, imbat. haha. I adore her so much. hmm.. ape lagi yer. aa satu lagi aku sekarang nih tension sangat sebab sim card aku nih hah. buat perangai . ade ke patut tyme aku nak pakai die xboleh pulak nak bukak. okay memang sakit hati. tapi takpe, nanti aku pegi renew die. aku rindu ah nak jadi budak oren. haha. mesti korang blur kan , kenapa buddak oren. actually aku pakai beg oren sebab tu lah dieorang panggil aku budak oren. kalau teringat kan budak junior aku, haha. dieorang ni sopan. dieorang panggil aku kak eja. okay, akusukasangat XD aku rasa dieorang hormat aku lebih tua dari mereka. aduuh, dah banyak2 cakap ni lupe pulak yang aku lansung tak ingat pasal result exam aku. haiya, harap2 lulus pun dah okay. serabut. haha. macam kawan aku cakap, kalut sangat. haha. k,lah blog. aku nang stop sampai takat ni je. aku nak start buat kerja aku. kang tak pasal2 aku kena marah lepas cuti nih. bye blog :)

the past

sometimes we should accept the fact that we lose someone that we really hopes to be together until the last breath. for sure its hard to let someone who ever make you smile going away from your life. sometimes those memories keep asking us to wait. hmm. waiting and waiting. sometimes people change but memories stay and that makes me become so hard to let him go. seriously I miss how he cared about me. how he ask me to take care of myself seriously I miss him damnly. I've never thought that our relationship will be end this way. I still remember that night while he still at the hostel.he surreptitiously call me that night, almost for 4 hours we were on the phone. his voice make me feel save and relieved and sometimes nervous. I don't know why. what should I do when I love him so much till I can't let he go. for sure that night I heard his breath, at that time he was fall asleep. i smile while sleeping. dreaming that he was beside me and hearing his breath. I love him.almost for the whole week I smile because of those sweet memories. okay, for the whole week my friend was really suspicious based on my behaviour until they call me insane, i'm so happy until I can't stop myself from smiling. oh how I miss that moment. but now its over, he have found someone to replace me in his heart. honestly when I see his relationship status I'm crying over all. I can't take the fact that he was belong to someone else right now. I love him. I don't know how to express my feeling. I keep myself silent for the whole week. even though my mind keep asking me to hate him but my heart can't because he's too special. sometimes I become so pathetic crying all over. he belong to some else. spilt personality. I'm easily get hurt and emotional for the whole week. I dream him. I wish that he call me but what I get is disappointment. I try to get rid off those memories. day by day I try to accept the fact that  now he is belong to someone else, I pray for his happiness. even though I have to hold all the pains, I am pleased to do it. I have to move on. start to let he go. I know he doesn't cared about me at all. now it just me, forever alone but I know that Allah is always beside me. help me to cope  with those life challenges. i am gathering all my strength to move on and to let he go. I hope I could do it. yesterday I love you and now I miss you. (24.11.2011)

Its holiday

hey ^^  bersua kembali in the holiday week. okay, holiday dah start tapi aku still tak tahu nak buat ape. hm, next tuesday nak pergi mukah ekot bapak sebab nak settle down pasal tanah tu. then akunak settle kan puzzle yang dah berkurun aku beli. kemas bilik then apa lagi oh? aku pun tak tahu nak buat ape. heee~ okay, last day hari tu aku ambik exam bio. ade ke patut tyme aku nak exam tu cg haji dok kacau aku. hee~ ape lah.. sepanjang minggu exam, aku stress sangat sampai2 banyak yang kena smash dengan aku. mane tak nyer, aku exam dalam keadaan sakit2 . tak best lah kan exam sakit2. sebenarnya.. hari tu aku eksiden, terjatuh. oh god, memang sakit eh. kalau nak rasa try lah. then sehari aku tak turun sekolah, sebab tu jugak lah aku kena ambik exam bio last. bebalik kepada cerita pasal holiday, sepanjang holiday ni aku boring giler tak tau nak buat ape. twiterring all the time. my parents pulak dua2 sibuk.  siblings aku semua buat hal sendiri. okay, i'm totally boring. selain daripada tu aku dok depan lappy tengok comeback tritops and layan lagu love addiction dieorang. best lah jugak tapi tak boleh defeat lagu only tears aku tau ..heehehehe.. semalam su bagi kat aku satu memo yang dah di stapler die suroh aku bagi kat adik aku. okay, aku bagi je lah. pagi tadi aku tengok memo tu atas meja aku, so aku bkak lah then baca. oh my god, adika aku still contact dengan budak tu. hmm, totally suck off. aku tak suka adik aku bekawan dengan budak tu. bukan ape, tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kakak mestilah protect adik kan ? aku dah tak tau macam mane nak buat dengan adik aku tu. totally fed up. okay done pasal adik aku tu. boring lah setiap hari kena fikir pasal orang lain jer.hmm,kadang2 hidup ni tak semudah yang disangka kan? hidup sesuatu yang susah kite nak predict. macam kawan aku cakap, kite bukan ahli nujum nak predict benda yg coming soon. okay lah readers, aku nak habiskan entry aku ni dengan goodbye =)

exam week XD

hey there anneyong :D  its been quite a long time I didn't update my blog right? okiee, hmm.. now its comes to exam.. okay, I'll try my best. wish that I could do better than the last time.. hey2.. I'm active on twitter now, face book no longer now.. hee~  aja aja fighting.. btw,happy mother's day to my beloved mom..  i love you mom.. saranghae mom..today was soo embarrassing when I have to go shopping with my dad, okay,they are thinking that's was my boyfriend.. annoying okay..haha.. that's my papa and not my sugar daddy, stop staring at me lah dude.. haha.. then last friday when it come to recess time I went to the corridor and look down.haha. zul is singing ombak rindu.oh my godness .. never though about it before.. when he saw me standing at the corridor and laughing at him. he just stop singing and saying oh my god,she was there. so embarrassing .. with his blushing face.. zul2..I enjoy listening to your song lah.. haha..

Moving On

anneyong haseyo ^^  aigooo.. happy sangat2 hari ni. you know why? hihihi. eja and batch eja dapat masuk suku akhir untuk bahas piala ketua menteri.. woww.. best tau. best sangat2 sebab ape yang kami usahakan membuahkan hasil akhirnya. harap je dapat masuk semi final or final. minggu depan eja jadi pembahas kedua. yahh.. nervous nyerr.. okay,done story morry pasal bahas. now,eja nak cerita sikit pasal life eja. oh yeah, sekarang nie eja lega,happy macam2 lah perasaan yang sewaktu dengan nyerr. haha. first of all,eja happy sebab eja dah dapat catch up sikit dengan biology, okay for sure eja struggle belaja bio sebab ambition eja that is CARDIOLOGIST or pakar jantung. then pasal kengkawan eja. Imbat @ Albert sekarang ni die dah jadi ketua pengawas kami, best nyerr. he's quite sporting . tapi eja still ada sikit perasaan tak puas hati ni dengan sorang ketua zon and that is ROYY... eiiiuuu.. hate that boy because die lansung tak layak pun jadi pengawas. dah lah tak berdisiplin , waktu betugas siap boleh lepak. pengawas ke tu? spoil je, nasib tak sama zon.. kalau tak .. hmm. tau lah eja nak perbetulkan attitude die tu . then, pasal syer2.. syer2 dah pindah kelas,haiya.. keseorangan Beta. takpe2,eja redha.haha. alim nyerr word..Last Wednesday my father got a call from the land and survey department. okay,he's quite happy for that day. okay,sebena nyerr father eja pegi dekat land and survey department tu sebab nak uruskan urusan pertukaran hak milik tanah. okay done for that's matter. next, I'm a kpop lovers. eja tak saba2 lah nak tunggu comeback big bang yang baru lagi.hihihi.nae cheosbeonjjae big bang paendeul !!okay,nothing to share. so I got to go. jagbyeol insa :)

Matured,Motivated and Lots of Love

Hey,there. see the post title right? matured? em.cakap pasal matured ni kan.eja makin hari makin paham apa maksud hidup sebenarnya, orang di sekeliling eja yang ajar eja apa itu hidup and now I'm starting to be more understanding what others feel and what they want. sometimes we didn't know that we accidentally hurt them. some peoples are hard to forgive and some's people are hard to forget what hurt them. Motivated? okay, sekarang nih ejalebih bersemangat nak buat ape2 je sebab eja salu ada sahabat yang memahami eja di sisi eja tak kira susah atau senang dieorang jugak lah tempat eja mengadu dan dieorang jugak lah yang banyak bagi semangat dekat eja masa eja down masa eja kecewa masa eja frust. eja sayang sangat kat dieorang, eja still ingat yang eja pernah menangis teresak-esak mengadu dengan besties eja. eja sayang semua sahabat eja.sekarang eja yakin yang eja dapat teruskan hidup eja dengan sokongan daripada mereka semua. Lots of Love? sekarang nih eja tahu yang sebenarnya banyak orang yang sayang eja,yang cared about eja. eja still ingat masa eja sakit dulu dieorang yang tolong papah eja pegi bilik guru dieorang jugak lah yang menitiskan air mata sebab sedih tengok eja sakit. okay, eja sayang korang semua. korang selalu tanya keadaan eja and you all always there when I need you. Thanks sebab dapat terima eja sebagai diri eja walaupun eja tahu diri eja tak sesempurna orang lain. Honestly I'm just a person who ever cry and smile. Now eja melalui hidup yang lebih bersemangat dengan adenyer orang-orang yang sayang kat eja. maybe I've ever hurt before but that cannot make me become weak. for sure now eja lebih suka berkawan mungkin banyak orang tanye eja kenape ? yang eja tahu hati eja tak kan pernah terbukak untuk terima sape-sape buat masa sekarang. some wounds take times to be totally heals right? okeyh,done for this entry. bye dears readers.

day by day

hey there.. em.lama dah tak berblogging and now i start it again. many things have change in my life. now i become more matured. sometimes something happens for a good reason right? even though he's so far from me now I still pray for his happiness. may he get the suitable girl for him. okay, now I wanna story morry pasal what's happening in my life. now aku dah single mingle. yeah that's right ! sekarang nie aku tengah addicted dengan kpop, lambat cite kan? haha. orang dah bekurun minat kpop aku bru sekarang nak minat. keyh. aku minat kpop since aku tengok big bang , yeah I'm a big fan of big bang. aku paling suka lagu baru dia blue and then aku suka denga lagu day by day or haru haru . best tau, meaningful . second aku suka dengan lagu fiction by beast. kalau tak denga sebelum tido memang tak sah. haha. lawak kan/ addicted betol2. keyh, mata dah ngantuk now its time for bed. bye2 dear readers saranghae. ..