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Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible …. You may try these ….and enjoy your lifeIf your quest is to know how to get over someone you love, then you must realize that the answers are far-fetched. No matter how satisfied you think you are to move on and get over that person, that you have to ask how to do it all shows that it’s going to be a painful process. sometimes it’s a somewhat slow process.

You might think you’ve gotten rid of that person, only for you to start thinking about him or her after a year or two, you have feelings of pain and sadness again. That doesn’t mean you’re not over the person, though. If you’ve invested a lot emotionally into a relationship and it ends, it will surely make you feel sad for years. Perhaps, even for the rest of your life.

However, that doesn’t mean you wallow in sadness and possibly be depressed. By getting over the person, you can realize that losing them made you sad, and look back on it as you would any sad loss. Basically, the period immediately after the loss should be the hardest,that reminds of the quest-how to get over someone you love.No one want to forget his/her loved one. Sometime it become necessary. Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible ….

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hey blog. lame tak update. okay, sekarang ni holiday dah nak habis dah. hmm, tak perasan pun yang saya ni holiday.bukan ape.sepanjang holiday aku dok je kat rumah tu takde g mane2. boring kan? okay, parents aku busy then dieorang takde mase nak pergi holiday. lebih2 lagi my mum dah kerja. takpe, aku paham. then homework aku satu pun belum siap,hebat kan? lepas tu blaser then barang2 aku semua belum kemas. cuti tinggal 2 hari je lagi. aku? buat muka slamber mcm tak nak sekolah. haha. poyo kan? okay, aku try nak buat lah nie. sepanjang cuti, aku miss dengan kengkawan aku . especially syer2 then kak gra and semua lah. haha. payah nak sebut banyak sangat kang semput pulak. haha. okay, memang serabut lah aku masuk form4 nih sebab tak tau nak urus masa kan? hmm. banyak sangat kerja then terpaksa tangguh. okay, aku memang malas. haha. then, aku busy dengan program yang ntah kenape banyak sangat. haha. lepas cuti nih aku ada bahas semi final. okay, harap dapat tittle winner tahun nih mcm tahun senior aku dulu , kak jen. kak jen ni kakak kepada besties aku, imbat. haha. I adore her so much. hmm.. ape lagi yer. aa satu lagi aku sekarang nih tension sangat sebab sim card aku nih hah. buat perangai . ade ke patut tyme aku nak pakai die xboleh pulak nak bukak. okay memang sakit hati. tapi takpe, nanti aku pegi renew die. aku rindu ah nak jadi budak oren. haha. mesti korang blur kan , kenapa buddak oren. actually aku pakai beg oren sebab tu lah dieorang panggil aku budak oren. kalau teringat kan budak junior aku, haha. dieorang ni sopan. dieorang panggil aku kak eja. okay, akusukasangat XD aku rasa dieorang hormat aku lebih tua dari mereka. aduuh, dah banyak2 cakap ni lupe pulak yang aku lansung tak ingat pasal result exam aku. haiya, harap2 lulus pun dah okay. serabut. haha. macam kawan aku cakap, kalut sangat. haha. k,lah blog. aku nang stop sampai takat ni je. aku nak start buat kerja aku. kang tak pasal2 aku kena marah lepas cuti nih. bye blog :)

the past

sometimes we should accept the fact that we lose someone that we really hopes to be together until the last breath. for sure its hard to let someone who ever make you smile going away from your life. sometimes those memories keep asking us to wait. hmm. waiting and waiting. sometimes people change but memories stay and that makes me become so hard to let him go. seriously I miss how he cared about me. how he ask me to take care of myself seriously I miss him damnly. I've never thought that our relationship will be end this way. I still remember that night while he still at the hostel.he surreptitiously call me that night, almost for 4 hours we were on the phone. his voice make me feel save and relieved and sometimes nervous. I don't know why. what should I do when I love him so much till I can't let he go. for sure that night I heard his breath, at that time he was fall asleep. i smile while sleeping. dreaming that he was beside me and hearing his breath. I love him.almost for the whole week I smile because of those sweet memories. okay, for the whole week my friend was really suspicious based on my behaviour until they call me insane, i'm so happy until I can't stop myself from smiling. oh how I miss that moment. but now its over, he have found someone to replace me in his heart. honestly when I see his relationship status I'm crying over all. I can't take the fact that he was belong to someone else right now. I love him. I don't know how to express my feeling. I keep myself silent for the whole week. even though my mind keep asking me to hate him but my heart can't because he's too special. sometimes I become so pathetic crying all over. he belong to some else. spilt personality. I'm easily get hurt and emotional for the whole week. I dream him. I wish that he call me but what I get is disappointment. I try to get rid off those memories. day by day I try to accept the fact that  now he is belong to someone else, I pray for his happiness. even though I have to hold all the pains, I am pleased to do it. I have to move on. start to let he go. I know he doesn't cared about me at all. now it just me, forever alone but I know that Allah is always beside me. help me to cope  with those life challenges. i am gathering all my strength to move on and to let he go. I hope I could do it. yesterday I love you and now I miss you. (24.11.2011)