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Sunday, 15 July 2012

Salam Ramdhan

MARHABAN YA RAMADHAN



salam ramadhan :) 

dari Abu Hurairah r.a ; sabda Rasullullah s.a.w : 
"bila tibanya Ramadhan maka dibukalah semua pintu-pintu syurga , ditutuplah pintu-pintu neraka dan di'ikatlah semua syaitan :) "



Diriwayatkan dari Salman bin Amir, bahwa sesungguhnya Nabi saw. telah bersabda : Apabila salah seorang diantara kamu puasa hendaklah berbuka dengan kurma, bila tidak ada kurma hendaklah dengan air, sesungguhnya air itu bersih. ( H.R : Ahmad dan At-Tirmidzi)

raikan lah bulan ramadhan yang penuh barakah ini dengan penuh kegembiraan :) sometimes happiness my start when you are totally feel that you are almost at the end. try to be better and keep yourself motivated . being simple isn't mean you're not good enough it means you're following the sunnah. jom puasa top up pahala    booking tiket syurga , JAUHI DOSA . buat baik berpada-pada buat jahat jangan sekali.
" in'nallah hama'as sobbirin " maksudnya : Allah sentiasa bersama orang-orang yang sabar :) 
   




Wednesday, 4 July 2012

Life as usual

hey there. it has been quite along time i didn't update my blog right? sekarang ni hidup saya dah kembali macam biasa. hari saya kembali ceria macam selalu then gelak tawa yang tak pernah takde masa belaja bio. ehee. semua macam biasa just sekarang ni saya busy sikit sebab study ,kalau cuti lain lah pulak *buat muka comel* hari ni saya penat sangat sebab ada BM week contest. tiba-tiba petang ni terfikir nak update blog. macam biasa yang saya cakap tu mcam bangun sekolah, pegi sekolah, balik sekolah .alamak buat lawak seposen eh? memang lah pergi sekolah dah nama budak sekolah lah.. aiyakk.. *senyum kambing* tak lama lagi dah ujian second mid term exam. alaa. rasa baru macam semalam je exam first sem. okay.. prettt. tak nak cerita pasal exam nanti jerawat makin banyak kat dahi ni sebab banyak sangat fikir.ehee. oh,baru ingat. tadi kan, waktu saya pergi kanti masa rehat, tetiba je si zul ni muncul kat sebelah, punya lah kejut ya amatt *buat muka tak puas hati* mula-mula tu buat tak perasan pun.lepas tu tetiba je benda bodoh ni saya dengar " adik nak beli ape? " soalan yang mak cik kantin tu bagi kat zul the he answered " nak beli amiza satu boleh?" oh my god ! buat lawak bodh ek? bukan sekali dia cakap tapi twice punya lah malu sampai rasa nak tendang zul masuk kolam sains kat blok sana. siap buat muka senyum kambing masa jawap kat mak cik kantin macam tu. mak cik kanti ape lagi naik bingung lah,ape tak nye, budak ni jawap benda yang tak de jual. masa tu rasa nak ambil pokok kaktus the pacak kat muka zul, buat malu je. okay, lepas habis rehat saya balik kelas then teserempak lagi kat blok ,and zul masih jugak nak sakat saya.siap cakap nak beli amiza satu. okay, tak lawak. saya buat jelah muka tak puas hati then siap bagi senyuman angelina jollie. mak uihh.. mahal senyuman tu tau. *ketawa sampai nampak gigi* okay lah, dah nak abis update. *cepat pergi halang eja dari stop taip nih.buat drama air mata.* ehee.. lain kali saya update lagi tau. jangan main rindu-rinduan.*perasan* mak uihh,lenguh dah tangan ni menaip. bye, asalamualaikum :) will miss you *buat muka comel*

Saturday, 16 June 2012

fogetting :)

Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible …. You may try these ….and enjoy your lifeIf your quest is to know how to get over someone you love, then you must realize that the answers are far-fetched. No matter how satisfied you think you are to move on and get over that person, that you have to ask how to do it all shows that it’s going to be a painful process. sometimes it’s a somewhat slow process.
You might think you’ve gotten rid of that person, only for you to start thinking about him or her after a year or two, you have feelings of pain and sadness again. That doesn’t mean you’re not over the person, though. If you’ve invested a lot emotionally into a relationship and it ends, it will surely make you feel sad for years. Perhaps, even for the rest of your life.
However, that doesn’t mean you wallow in sadness and possibly be depressed. By getting over the person, you can realize that losing them made you sad, and look back on it as you would any sad loss. Basically, the period immediately after the loss should be the hardest,that reminds of the quest-how to get over someone you love.No one want to forget his/her loved one. Sometime it become necessary. Forgetting loved one is not a easy task. Though it hurts and will take time to get over him/her, think about the rest of your life, and do it with your brain and reason, not your emotions and heart. “It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone – but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.” But nothing is impossible ….

Thursday, 7 June 2012

kembali ke sekolah :)

hey blog. lame tak update. okay, sekarang ni holiday dah nak habis dah. hmm, tak perasan pun yang saya ni holiday.bukan ape.sepanjang holiday aku dok je kat rumah tu takde g mane2. boring kan? okay, parents aku busy then dieorang takde mase nak pergi holiday. lebih2 lagi my mum dah kerja. takpe, aku paham. then homework aku satu pun belum siap,hebat kan? lepas tu blaser then barang2 aku semua belum kemas. cuti tinggal 2 hari je lagi. aku? buat muka slamber mcm tak nak sekolah. haha. poyo kan? okay, aku try nak buat lah nie. sepanjang cuti, aku miss dengan kengkawan aku . especially syer2 then kak gra and semua lah. haha. payah nak sebut banyak sangat kang semput pulak. haha. okay, memang serabut lah aku masuk form4 nih sebab tak tau nak urus masa kan? hmm. banyak sangat kerja then terpaksa tangguh. okay, aku memang malas. haha. then, aku busy dengan program yang ntah kenape banyak sangat. haha. lepas cuti nih aku ada bahas semi final. okay, harap dapat tittle winner tahun nih mcm tahun senior aku dulu , kak jen. kak jen ni kakak kepada besties aku, imbat. haha. I adore her so much. hmm.. ape lagi yer. aa satu lagi aku sekarang nih tension sangat sebab sim card aku nih hah. buat perangai . ade ke patut tyme aku nak pakai die xboleh pulak nak bukak. okay memang sakit hati. tapi takpe, nanti aku pegi renew die. aku rindu ah nak jadi budak oren. haha. mesti korang blur kan , kenapa buddak oren. actually aku pakai beg oren sebab tu lah dieorang panggil aku budak oren. kalau teringat kan budak junior aku, haha. dieorang ni sopan. dieorang panggil aku kak eja. okay, akusukasangat XD aku rasa dieorang hormat aku lebih tua dari mereka. aduuh, dah banyak2 cakap ni lupe pulak yang aku lansung tak ingat pasal result exam aku. haiya, harap2 lulus pun dah okay. serabut. haha. macam kawan aku cakap, kalut sangat. haha. k,lah blog. aku nang stop sampai takat ni je. aku nak start buat kerja aku. kang tak pasal2 aku kena marah lepas cuti nih. bye blog :)

Sunday, 3 June 2012

the past

sometimes we should accept the fact that we lose someone that we really hopes to be together until the last breath. for sure its hard to let someone who ever make you smile going away from your life. sometimes those memories keep asking us to wait. hmm. waiting and waiting. sometimes people change but memories stay and that makes me become so hard to let him go. seriously I miss how he cared about me. how he ask me to take care of myself seriously I miss him damnly. I've never thought that our relationship will be end this way. I still remember that night while he still at the hostel.he surreptitiously call me that night, almost for 4 hours we were on the phone. his voice make me feel save and relieved and sometimes nervous. I don't know why. what should I do when I love him so much till I can't let he go. for sure that night I heard his breath, at that time he was fall asleep. i smile while sleeping. dreaming that he was beside me and hearing his breath. I love him.almost for the whole week I smile because of those sweet memories. okay, for the whole week my friend was really suspicious based on my behaviour until they call me insane, i'm so happy until I can't stop myself from smiling. oh how I miss that moment. but now its over, he have found someone to replace me in his heart. honestly when I see his relationship status I'm crying over all. I can't take the fact that he was belong to someone else right now. I love him. I don't know how to express my feeling. I keep myself silent for the whole week. even though my mind keep asking me to hate him but my heart can't because he's too special. sometimes I become so pathetic crying all over. he belong to some else. spilt personality. I'm easily get hurt and emotional for the whole week. I dream him. I wish that he call me but what I get is disappointment. I try to get rid off those memories. day by day I try to accept the fact that  now he is belong to someone else, I pray for his happiness. even though I have to hold all the pains, I am pleased to do it. I have to move on. start to let he go. I know he doesn't cared about me at all. now it just me, forever alone but I know that Allah is always beside me. help me to cope  with those life challenges. i am gathering all my strength to move on and to let he go. I hope I could do it. yesterday I love you and now I miss you. (24.11.2011)

Friday, 25 May 2012

Its holiday

hey ^^  bersua kembali in the holiday week. okay, holiday dah start tapi aku still tak tahu nak buat ape. hm, next tuesday nak pergi mukah ekot bapak sebab nak settle down pasal tanah tu. then akunak settle kan puzzle yang dah berkurun aku beli. kemas bilik then apa lagi oh? aku pun tak tahu nak buat ape. heee~ okay, last day hari tu aku ambik exam bio. ade ke patut tyme aku nak exam tu cg haji dok kacau aku. hee~ ape lah.. sepanjang minggu exam, aku stress sangat sampai2 banyak yang kena smash dengan aku. mane tak nyer, aku exam dalam keadaan sakit2 . tak best lah kan exam sakit2. sebenarnya.. hari tu aku eksiden, terjatuh. oh god, memang sakit eh. kalau nak rasa try lah. then sehari aku tak turun sekolah, sebab tu jugak lah aku kena ambik exam bio last. bebalik kepada cerita pasal holiday, sepanjang holiday ni aku boring giler tak tau nak buat ape. twiterring all the time. my parents pulak dua2 sibuk.  siblings aku semua buat hal sendiri. okay, i'm totally boring. selain daripada tu aku dok depan lappy tengok comeback tritops and layan lagu love addiction dieorang. best lah jugak tapi tak boleh defeat lagu only tears aku tau ..heehehehe.. semalam su bagi kat aku satu memo yang dah di stapler die suroh aku bagi kat adik aku. okay, aku bagi je lah. pagi tadi aku tengok memo tu atas meja aku, so aku bkak lah then baca. oh my god, adika aku still contact dengan budak tu. hmm, totally suck off. aku tak suka adik aku bekawan dengan budak tu. bukan ape, tanggungjawab aku sebagai seorang kakak mestilah protect adik kan ? aku dah tak tau macam mane nak buat dengan adik aku tu. totally fed up. okay done pasal adik aku tu. boring lah setiap hari kena fikir pasal orang lain jer.hmm,kadang2 hidup ni tak semudah yang disangka kan? hidup sesuatu yang susah kite nak predict. macam kawan aku cakap, kite bukan ahli nujum nak predict benda yg coming soon. okay lah readers, aku nak habiskan entry aku ni dengan goodbye =)

Sunday, 13 May 2012

exam week XD

hey there anneyong :D  its been quite a long time I didn't update my blog right? okiee, hmm.. now its comes to exam.. okay, I'll try my best. wish that I could do better than the last time.. hey2.. I'm active on twitter now, face book no longer now.. hee~  aja aja fighting.. btw,happy mother's day to my beloved mom..  i love you mom.. saranghae mom..today was soo embarrassing when I have to go shopping with my dad, okay,they are thinking that's was my boyfriend.. annoying okay..haha.. that's my papa and not my sugar daddy, stop staring at me lah dude.. haha.. then last friday when it come to recess time I went to the corridor and look down.haha. zul is singing ombak rindu.oh my godness .. never though about it before.. when he saw me standing at the corridor and laughing at him. he just stop singing and saying oh my god,she was there. so embarrassing .. with his blushing face.. zul2..I enjoy listening to your song lah.. haha..




Thursday, 3 May 2012

Moving On

anneyong haseyo ^^  aigooo.. happy sangat2 hari ni. you know why? hihihi. eja and batch eja dapat masuk suku akhir untuk bahas piala ketua menteri.. woww.. best tau. best sangat2 sebab ape yang kami usahakan membuahkan hasil akhirnya. harap je dapat masuk semi final or final. minggu depan eja jadi pembahas kedua. yahh.. nervous nyerr.. okay,done story morry pasal bahas. now,eja nak cerita sikit pasal life eja. oh yeah, sekarang nie eja lega,happy macam2 lah perasaan yang sewaktu dengan nyerr. haha. first of all,eja happy sebab eja dah dapat catch up sikit dengan biology, okay for sure eja struggle belaja bio sebab ambition eja that is CARDIOLOGIST or pakar jantung. then pasal kengkawan eja. Imbat @ Albert sekarang ni die dah jadi ketua pengawas kami, best nyerr. he's quite sporting . tapi eja still ada sikit perasaan tak puas hati ni dengan sorang ketua zon and that is ROYY... eiiiuuu.. hate that boy because die lansung tak layak pun jadi pengawas. dah lah tak berdisiplin , waktu betugas siap boleh lepak. pengawas ke tu? spoil je, nasib tak sama zon.. kalau tak .. hmm. tau lah eja nak perbetulkan attitude die tu . then, pasal syer2.. syer2 dah pindah kelas,haiya.. keseorangan Beta. takpe2,eja redha.haha. alim nyerr word..Last Wednesday my father got a call from the land and survey department. okay,he's quite happy for that day. okay,sebena nyerr father eja pegi dekat land and survey department tu sebab nak uruskan urusan pertukaran hak milik tanah. okay done for that's matter. next, I'm a kpop lovers. eja tak saba2 lah nak tunggu comeback big bang yang baru lagi.hihihi.nae cheosbeonjjae big bang paendeul !!okay,nothing to share. so I got to go. jagbyeol insa :)

Wednesday, 18 April 2012

Matured,Motivated and Lots of Love

Hey,there. see the post title right? matured? em.cakap pasal matured ni kan.eja makin hari makin paham apa maksud hidup sebenarnya, orang di sekeliling eja yang ajar eja apa itu hidup and now I'm starting to be more understanding what others feel and what they want. sometimes we didn't know that we accidentally hurt them. some peoples are hard to forgive and some's people are hard to forget what hurt them. Motivated? okay, sekarang nih ejalebih bersemangat nak buat ape2 je sebab eja salu ada sahabat yang memahami eja di sisi eja tak kira susah atau senang dieorang jugak lah tempat eja mengadu dan dieorang jugak lah yang banyak bagi semangat dekat eja masa eja down masa eja kecewa masa eja frust. eja sayang sangat kat dieorang, eja still ingat yang eja pernah menangis teresak-esak mengadu dengan besties eja. eja sayang semua sahabat eja.sekarang eja yakin yang eja dapat teruskan hidup eja dengan sokongan daripada mereka semua. Lots of Love? sekarang nih eja tahu yang sebenarnya banyak orang yang sayang eja,yang cared about eja. eja still ingat masa eja sakit dulu dieorang yang tolong papah eja pegi bilik guru dieorang jugak lah yang menitiskan air mata sebab sedih tengok eja sakit. okay, eja sayang korang semua. korang selalu tanya keadaan eja and you all always there when I need you. Thanks sebab dapat terima eja sebagai diri eja walaupun eja tahu diri eja tak sesempurna orang lain. Honestly I'm just a person who ever cry and smile. Now eja melalui hidup yang lebih bersemangat dengan adenyer orang-orang yang sayang kat eja. maybe I've ever hurt before but that cannot make me become weak. for sure now eja lebih suka berkawan mungkin banyak orang tanye eja kenape ? yang eja tahu hati eja tak kan pernah terbukak untuk terima sape-sape buat masa sekarang. some wounds take times to be totally heals right? okeyh,done for this entry. bye dears readers.